This painting represents a deeply personal reflection of my experiences and emotions during my service in the Navy, serving as a therapeutic outlet for my PTSD. Creating it allowed me to channel my inner turmoil and convey the essence of my journey.

In the artwork, a solitary figure is seen adrift in the vast expanse of the ocean, emphasizing feelings of isolation and vulnerability. The ocean’s waves, painted in various shades of blue, symbolize the turbulence and unpredictability of life. The whitecaps on the waves suggest both the challenges I’ve faced and the resilience required to navigate through them.

The figure in the water is small, almost insignificant compared to the immensity of the sea and sky, which highlights the sense of being overwhelmed by circumstances beyond my control. The bright orange of the life jacket worn by the figure stands out starkly against the blues, representing a beacon of hope and survival amidst the chaos.

Painting this scene was a therapeutic process, helping me confront and express the sense of being adrift and alone that often accompanies my PTSD. The expansive sky above, painted in lighter shades of blue, represents the vast possibilities and the hope for calm and clarity that I strive to achieve.

Through this artwork, I aim to convey not only my personal story but also the broader experience of many veterans who feel lost in the aftermath of their service. The act of painting allows me to process my emotions and find a semblance of peace amidst the waves of my memories.

This piece is more than just a painting; it’s a visual representation of my struggle, resilience, and the journey towards finding my way back to solid ground.