This painting represents a deeply personal and therapeutic journey through my experiences in the Navy. The background, painted with rich hues of orange and deep blue, symbolizes the contrasting emotions and memories that I carry from my service. The vibrant orange sky reflects the intensity and unpredictability of life at sea, while the calm blue ocean signifies the solitude and introspection that often accompanied my time in the Navy.
In the center of the painting, a silhouette of an aircraft hovers just above the horizon, symbolizing the constant presence of duty and the ever-watchful eye over the waters. This aircraft is a nod to my role as an Aviation Electronics Technician, where I spent countless hours ensuring the safety and functionality of the equipment on board. The aircraft’s reflection on the ocean surface represents the duality of my experiences—both the pride and the trauma that come from serving.
To the right, a silhouette of a ship emerges from the ocean, representing the steadfastness and resilience required in the face of challenges. This ship is a reminder of the camaraderie and the bonds formed with fellow sailors, as well as the loss and the pain that are an inevitable part of such a life.
Painting this piece has been a form of art therapy for my PTSD, allowing me to process and express complex emotions that words often fail to capture. Each brushstroke is a step towards healing, a way to acknowledge and honor my past while finding strength and peace in the present. This artwork is not just a reflection of my service in the Navy, but also a testament to the journey of self-discovery and recovery that continues to shape who I am.