This painting holds a deep personal significance for me, reflecting my journey in the Navy and serving as a form of therapy for my PTSD. I created it to channel my emotions and memories, offering a visual narrative of my experiences.
The artwork portrays a serene yet powerful scene of an aircraft carrier silhouetted against a vibrant sunset. The sky is ablaze with hues of orange, red, and pink, gradually blending into the calming blues of the ocean below. The sun, half-submerged in the horizon, casts a warm glow, symbolizing hope and the promise of a new day.
The aircraft carrier, prominently placed, represents my time in the Navy and the memories of camaraderie, duty, and loss. The silhouette evokes a sense of solitude and reflection, mirroring the quiet moments of introspection that often accompany my struggles with PTSD.
Painting this scene was a therapeutic process, allowing me to confront and express my emotions. The bold colors of the sky reflect the intensity of my experiences, while the peaceful ocean below offers a sense of tranquility and grounding. This contrast between the dynamic sky and the calm sea encapsulates the duality of my journey—both the turbulence and the peace I seek.
Through this artwork, I aim to convey not only my personal story but also the broader experience of many veterans who, like me, navigate the complex terrain of memories and emotions.
This painting is more than just a piece of art; it’s a testament to my resilience, a visual representation of my service, and a tool for coping with the invisible wounds of war.